"Romanticized" lyrics

Tonight, I saw enough of what I needed to
And found out
Wasn't what I thought it be

You were the world that I romanticized
On countless nights, waiting for your cold goodbye
I couldn't have it that way
All that's pink has turned to

Gray, dead
Losing sleep continuously
Cut loose
From all that I used to see

You were the world that I romanticized
On countless nights, waiting for your cold goodbye

Words that are hard to say
Love and fear all melt away
All gone
Oh, how profound
All this time away from you
Half a mind no longer two
It's done, all left to me

I have fantasized
On countless nights, waiting for your cold goodbye

I couldn't have it that way
I couldn't have it that way
All that's pink has turned to...