"same as always" lyrics

This cigarettes saving me
Nearly went down onto my knees
I don't recall the way it feels
Gathered my mind to slip away
Running on through the hall
Memories fade like moon and stars
Painted so soft on my heart
Picking the pain 'til it's loose

I cast some light
On most of my life
She's pressing on
I was too slow
The sun was in her eyes
I cradle that yellow
Afraid of letting go
The same as always
The same as always

Feeling sensational
There's not enough poison to go 'round
Clouded my room to let go
There's nothing to say in this shield

Never too late to drink
Situations when at the brink
Cackle of morning after
Putting my mind to the test

I cast some light
On most of my life
She's pressing on
I was too slow
The sun was in her eyes
I cradle that yellow
Afraid of letting go
The same as always
The same as always

The same as always
The same as always
The same as always
The same as always

5-minutes sleep. It's all
I know keep waking up while falling
My expectations of it all
Like dominoes are falling
Been chasing lost desires
Fate unwritten don't know where you are
Is this it by design
Still unwritten lost

The same as always
The same as always
The same as always
The same as always

The same as always
The same as always
The same as always
The same as always