"12.28" lyrics

[?]
Thanks to the [?]
Where can I find you?

What did I do wrong?
Where you'll be waiting
[?]

[?]
I'm so fucked up
I can't stay strong

I can't stay strong
Without you
Maybe I'll get over it

I've been drinking myself to death
I'm a lie
Am I losing my mind?

There is nothing left that can satisfy me
Am I even alive?
[?]
And I'll feel alright

Am I losing my mind?
There is nothing left that can satisfy me
Am I even alive?