"Who Am I" lyrics

One thing, I want the win, I want to say I did
And I can do it by being her, being him

A thousand, almost, splinter babies
Can't pick one for you, empty
Don't know love without being envy
Why would I do it?
Oh, why would I do it?

Who am I, who am I, when no one's around?
Who am I, who am I, if there's not a crowd?
Can't decide, so I hide in somebody else
Who am I, who am I?

I wanna read a book, so people think that I'm intelligent
I wanna write a song that makes me feel like I'm irrelevant
Stranger to desire, that's not following requisite
How can come everything I do is never for the hell of me?

Who am I, who am I, when no one's around?
Who am I, who am I, if there's not a crowd?
Can't decide, so I hide in somebody else
Who am I, who am I?
Who am I, who am I, outside of my doubt?
And the walls, but the clothes come inside the house
Can't decide, so I try on somebody else
Who am I, who am I?

I want to feel what I'm thinking
I want to have fun about thinking about how I feel when I have fun
I wanna love as intensely, as I hate myself
But, can you hate someone you hardly even know?
I want to look in the mirror on mushrooms
I want to have a breakthrough
But I tried, and I cried in the bathroom
Our identity's like an orgasm
Well, will I know when I have one, God?
I want to have one, when am I going to have one!?

Who am I, who am I, when no one's around?
Who am I, who am I, if there's not a crowd?
Can't decide, so I hide in somebody else
Who am I, who am I?
Who am I, who am I, outside of my doubt?
And the walls, but the clothes come inside the house
Can't decide, so I try on somebody else
Who am I, who am I?