"Shoulders (9pm)" lyrics

Heartbreak ain't the same when you got hate
You left my heart to the wolves but it was all birds
Had something on my chest but it's they/she/hers
So I trade away our future like she Luka to the Lakers

I might be losing some weight
Off my shoulders
Ain't a single bar to raise
When the bar's been broken

It's a Thursday night
You been airing out my laundry on on the group Slack
How you keeping cute when there's a laughing track?
The club been missing you now more then ever
You been pray for this weather
So if you 'bout it, 'bout it, 'bout it now

I'ma need more than a shrug
If you treating me like a drug
The way I needed you now or never
Ain't no love without some luck
Who you really been putting above me?
I needed you now or never

It's hard to keep a garden when you got snakes
But I just want a simple time for simplicity sake
We all make mistakes
But only living for the good was the risk you take

So now you losing the weight
Off your shoulders
But it's only in the wake
Of the life you chosen

So when your back is on the wall
Do the bricks still burn you
Like the rubbing alcohol
From the CVS?
You looking at me like
What went wrong?
But I know you 'bout it 'bout it 'bout now

So I'ma need more than a shrug
If you treating me like a drug
The way I needed you now or never
Ain't no love without some luck
Who you really been putting above me?
I needed you now or never

I'm losing the weight
I'm losing the weight off my shoulders
Don't know what it takes
But I needed you now or never