"in revolving doors" lyrics

Longing to be more than
The sum of my regrets
Failing to find a way out
Of this maze

There is no greater joy than to be here with you
But a trail of blemished nights
Leaves us bled dry of affection
We'll never know how much we're giving away
Till the ink runs dry upon the page
And the rain stops pouring
Pouring
Another sleepless night

I would trade anything to be here forever
Even if I find it was never meant to last

I am searching for the strength
To hold on
In revolving doors of our grief

Terrified to say anything
Other than "This is goodbye"
Death without departure, love without regret
I am here in spirit

I only came to say
This is goodbye
I only came to say, one final time
This is goodbye