"Of Cutting Cords" lyrics

I will as soon as I'm gone
Eliminate what feels wrong and bury it
I will realize the plans I once made
Remove the role I that I've played for ages

A barrier, just an excuse for small minds
Apologies for the blind and disabled
But after a certain point in this life
I looked at me from outside and laid down my arms
Cause when you pull too hard
You tear this thread apart that you're hanging by

I will write a last verse
Compare it to the one I wrote first and leave it
I will light the candle once more
Read out the oath that I swore and burn it, cause I know
You'd be forever caught
If all the fights you fought still seethe in you

And should I wave goodbye and should I shed a tear
Please don't wave back, don't cry for me
And should I wave goodbye and should I try to come home again
Please lie and forget about me (should I wave, should I wave)
And should I wave goodbye and should I shed a tear (shed a tear)
Please don't wave back, don't cry for me (should I wave, should I wave)
And should I wave goodbye and should I try to come home again
Please lie and forget about me

I know as soon as I'm gone
I'm gonna fail at being strong and turn back
I know another storm is upon
I put my weapons back on and brave it with pride
If you don't pull hard enough
You'll never get it off this fucking cord