"The Failure" lyrics

I can't understand this emptiness around me
A new Oxygen so surrounding
I'll never feel it
I'll never breathe it... No

A new day in the world of understanding
I don't expect to see this place empty
I'm not going to believe it
No I can't believe it

Running to your room like every morning
Something different's there praying
I cannot live it no I don't see ya

Hey what a mistake!
Out of my way
There's no one here
Hey!
Pray to your god
He makes a face
He doesn't listen to me
Hey what a mistake!
Show me the way
There's no one here
Hey!
Out of my way
I'm so lame
I keep running

All these promises that were made
Wisdom that was meant to remain
Crashing into my arms
Should I pay for your mistakes
Tell me if I'm the failure, your failure

Another day in this misunderstanding
I'm still in this room just waiting
Crushing my feelings
Spitting on the false promises of my god

Nevermind, everything will be okay, I keep my smile, but I'll never be the same
I let the time make me what it wants to play
Because I lost, I lost this motherfuckin' game
Nothing I'm just nothing
Just a freak pain
Who lives in vain
Just remaining
In a weird game
So so annoying
Waiting and burning my heart

Making me a fool...