"Welcome Home" lyrics

I open my eyes
I wake up in this world
(I don't know how I got there)

My skin, so cold
I hear you behind the door
(I feel myself getting raped)

I'm freezing
I'm nothing
But I have to let you in

I'm smiling
I'm lying
I'm dying
But I have to say

Welcome home, my darling

I won't waste my time
In this life
Trying and trying to
Please you again

Now I just have
To reach the light and you get
What you deserve

You ask
I act
I am a well behaved dog
(Who loves his master no matter what)
I feel that you
Don't smile at me anymore
(Your madness calling you again)

You hit me
You're screaming
I'm bleeding
You want so much more

I'm crying
You don't hear it
I'm fading
But I have to pretend

Welcome home my darling

I won't waste my time
In this life
Trying and trying to
Please you again

Now I just have
To reach the light
And you get what you deserve

I won't waste my time
In this life
Trying and trying to
Please you again

Now I just have
To reach the light
And you get what you deserve

Wel-come-home
Wel-come-home
My sweet darling
Wel-come-home
Wel-come-home
Sweet fucking darling

I won't waste my time
In this life
Trying and trying to
Please you again

Now I just have
To reach the light
And you get what you deserve

I won't waste my time
In this life
Trying and trying to
Please you again

Now I just have
To reach the light
And you get what you deserve
You get what you deserve

Be free forever
Free
Be free forever
Free