"June" lyrics

I had to go
I had to steal away
I left her love inside of yesterday
But still her words
They leave me wondering what I'm looking for

Oh, yeah

And I'm singing now ooh I want, I wanna find her
Back in the place where she said she would wait
And ooh I want, I wanna find her
Oh yes I will, oh yes I will

Now I know I do it to myself
I get lost in the game thinking I need your help
But don't reach for me
I'll only push you away like I did before
Don't wanna hurt anymore

But ooh I want, I wanna find her
I told her to go but I want her to stay
And ooh I want, I wanna find her
Yes I will, and I love you still

You wanted this
You've given in to your heart again
And if, come next June
I find you without much to do
Would I join you?