"Too Broken To Mend" lyrics

I often wonder if I died
Before I got to say bye
Would it matter to you
Or would it even be news
I wish that all the memories we made
And all the time spent on them
We could undo
And start brand new
But the truth is
I'm too broken to mend

My heart's locked with a padlock
And the keys broke off
Inside your door
I can't use it anymore
My soul's crushed
And my dreams just
Don't mean what they did once before
So just ignore
All the drunk texts
The new ex
Or whoever's next that
I post online
It feels good at the time
I always say I'm fine but I'm lying
'Cause the truth is
I'm too broken to mend

I often wonder if my past was different
Would we last or would it
End anyway
Would it be the same
If I didn't lose my sister
Could I love you without running from us
'Cause of that pain
It's all the same
See the truth is
I'm too broken to mend

My heart's locked with a padlock
And the keys broke off
Inside your door
I can't use it anymore
My soul's crushed
And my dreams just
Don't mean what they did once before
So just ignore
Every the drunk texts
The new ex
Or whoever's next that
I post online
It feels good at the time
I always say I'm fine but I'm lying
'Cause the truth is
I'm too broken to mend

You've blamed me
I've blamed you
But through everything
That we've been through
I never knew what you meant to me
Or how much that I stood to lose
Till losing you was the
Only option that I had to choose
So as I picked up the mic
To tell you I love you
This song came out
And I realized
I'm too broken to mend

My heart's locked with a padlock
And the keys broke off
Inside your door
I can't use it anymore
My soul's crushed
And my dreams just
Don't mean what they did once before
So just ignore
Every the drunk texts
The new ex
Or whoever's next that
I post online
It feels good at the time
I always say I'm fine but I'm lying
'Cause the truth is
I'm too broken to mend

'Cause the truth is
I'm too broken to mend
'Cause the truth is
I'm too broken to mend