"Lovesick Utopia" lyrics

Come a little bit closer
Your silence is so dark
I could carry it for you
Come bring your heavy heart around

I'm a genuine soldier
I fight for everyday
With a clip on my shoulder
To fight your fears away

But I can't stand the pain
As far as I can see
I'm watching as it fades to green
The horizon softening

Come a little bit closer
Or should I come to you?
Legs spread on the sofa
You don't know what you do

You're my lovesick utopia
The sky is all pale blue
And we purge in euphoria
You consume what I feed you

But I can't stand the pain
As far as I can see
I'm watching as it fades in me
Though her eyes are softening