"Blue Boy" lyrics

Summer '18, blue daydream
Red wine and war on drugs
Spring '19, there's no denying
I'm [?] being in love

My skin colder when you wouldn't hold me in bed
I would believe it when you said it's all in my head

Overpowering
You were the ocean and the sky up above
Kept trying
Holding onto what was left of our love
Blue boy, you really did this to death
My blue boy, I don't have anything left

Winter '19, got us fighting
Closed up and shut the door
Summer '20 was when you left me
You took away my keys to yours

My skin colder when you wouldn't hold me in bed
I would believe it when you said it's all in my head

Overpowering
You were the ocean and the sky up above
Kept trying
Holding on to what was left of our love
Blue boy, you really did this to death
My blue boy, I don't have anything left

'Cause you thought I was liar
You thought that I was always doing you wrong
I couldn't have put you higher
You're in every verse in every song
Yeah I thought we were good babe
I thought that we would have it all
Dancing on a throne yeah, in a game of love

Overpowering
You were the ocean and the sky up above
Kept trying
Holding on to what was left of our love
Blue boy, you really did this to death
My blue boy, I don't have anything left

Autumn '20, I'm feeling heavy
But I still think of you with love
You really hurt me, but I'm nearly thirty
And you know I never hold a grudge