"Mind On Fire" lyrics

I pick up my phone, then I put it down
I mix the drink, then I pour it out
I need a friend and I've got a few
That would talk to me but I don't want to
You're only sick as your secrets
But it's easy to keep 'em
When you're taught to believe
You're weak if they see 'em

It's hard to sleep
It's hard to breathe
It's hard to live with who you used to be
It's hard to stay
It's hard to leave
It's hard to pray when you burn like me
With a mind on fire
A mind on fire

I shut the shades and I don't know why
Maybe the dark makes me harder to find
But here I am, alone in this hell
Trying to fix it all by myself

It's hard to sleep
It's hard to breathe
It's hard to live with who you used to be
It's hard to stay
It's hard to leave
It's hard to pray when you burn like me
With a mind on fire
A mind on fire

I park at the church
In the back of the lot
A heart black as coffee
But it's all I've got
Afraid to be honest
In a circled-up crowd
But I start to heal
When I say it out loud

It's hard to sleep
It's hard to breathe
It's hard to live with who you used to be
It's hard to stay
It's hard to leave
It's hard to pray when you burn like me
With a mind on fire
A mind on fire

You're only sick as your secrets
But it's easy to keep 'em
When you're taught to believe
You're weak if they see 'em