"Little Time We Had (midnight memo)" lyrics

Alright, here we go

I'm sleepless and I'm all alone, I've never known an empty home
So broken I can barely speak
The smiling face and the videos, the closest thing I'll ever know
To having you back here with me

Yeah, I've never wondered if I'll be there when you're older
Guess the Lord had a different plan
Yeah, I'm going under, just wish I had some closure
I guess one day, I'll understand

Now all that I can hope is that the time will numb the pain
'Cause I'm barely holding on and I'm just tryna be okay
I don't know when I'll see you next or how old that you'll be
Or when you see my face, if you'll even remember me
Yeah, I'll cherish the life that we had forever
And all the little moments that we spent together
'Cause I know that I'll never get it back
But I'm forever grateful for the little time we had

No amount of time is long enough when you really truly love someone
You blink your eyes and the good times fly by
Some days, I don't know how I cope, some nights, I lose all self-control
Wish I coulda said goodbye

Now all that I can hope is that the time will numb the pain
'Cause I'm barely holding on and I'm just tryna be okay
I don't know when I'll see you next or how old that you'll be
Or when you see my face, if you'll even remember me
Yeah, I'll cherish the life that we had forever
And all the little moments that we spent together
'Cause I know that I'll never get it back
But I'm forever grateful for the little time we had

Woah, woah

Now all that I can hope is that the time will numb the pain
'Cause I'm barely holding on and I'm just tryna be okay
I don't know when I'll see you next or how old that you'll be
Or when you see my face, if you'll even remember me
Yeah, I'll cherish the life that we had forever
And all the little moments that we spent together
'Cause I know that I'll never get it back
But I'm forever grateful for the little time we had