"Chemtrails" lyrics

I'm always saying "Yes"
But when it comes around
I don't wanna leave my house
At the time, everything felt new
And one night could really change you

Someone like me can't let go of anything
Moments move like chemtrails in my mind
Now I want more thinking I deserve less
Maybe I'll be happier this time

The warmth of everything
I waited and it came
We'll be good
Of at least we should
What more
Can we really ask for?

Someone like me can't let go of anything
Moments move like chemtrails in my mind
Now I want more thinking I deserve less
Apathy is difficult to hide

I'm not used to feeling what I choose to
Hanging on to words you might've said
Now I'm weightless like I've been erased
I'm painting us a picture in my head