"how can the end feel like this" lyrics

How can the end feel like this?
Baby I
Wanna lay here all night
Stop the time
How can the end feel like this?
When we're crying
Side by side
In your bed with your hand holding mine

I'm in heaven
But it's hell
You ask me to stay
But we both know, I have to go
But we both know, I have to go

How can the end feel like this?
Baby, choose me
Change your mind
Say you can't
Stand to lose me

I'm in heaven
When you kiss me
You ask me to stay
But we both know, I have to go
But we both know, I have to go

Now it's 10:34
I should probably get home
And we're choking on tears
Way too scared to let go
And I get in the car
And turn on the ignition
I scream at the stars
And hope someone is listening
'Cause I wanna go home
To the place where we both live
Where we sleep every night
And where all of our stuff is
But I'm driving away
From your one bed apartment
And I'm letting you go

(What do I do without you?
I needed us
Now I'm dying, oh God
We were so in love)
I'm letting you go
(Will we make it through
I needed us now
I'm dying, oh God
We were so in love)
I'm letting you go
(I won't make it, come home
I needed us now
I'm dying, oh God
We were so in love)