"1:5" lyrics

I wish that I could say I can only deal with so much rejection
But that implies I'm gonna leave and I'm too weak yeah I'm too weak now
I'm hopelessly addicted to the breadcrumbs of your affection
When you send one less kiss than me it's all I read it's all I read now

I say I love you but you only reply 1 out of 5 times
Like I love you but I hate you, it's such a fucking fine line

Are you doing it to spite me or
Couldn't you say it a little more
Do you really only love sometimes
At a ratio of 1: 5
Is the person I've been fighting for
Emotionally unavailable
What have we been so divided by?
Love me once, I love you back 5 times

I don't know how to keep to my own bare minimum boundaries
I hope you never see the truth that I would move them all for you now
So I cling on to the secret while you dance in circles around me
We both know I won't make you choose, in case you do, in case I lose, now

I say I love you but you only reply 1 out of 5 times
Like I love you but I hate you, it's such a fucking fine line

Are you doing it to spite me or
Couldn't you say it a little more
Do you really only love sometimes
At a ratio of 1: 5
Is the person I've been fighting for
Emotionally unavailable
What have we been so divided by?
Love me once, I love you back 5 times

So say I say I say I say I say I love you
So say I say I say I say I say I love you
So say I say I say I say I say I love you
Do you really only love sometimes
Sometimes
I'm sorry
I'm sorry
So say I say I say I say I say I love you
Do you really only love sometimes