"How Can I" lyrics

Broken backs and broken bones
Can you tell me why I'm on my own?
Empty bags and conquered thrones
Still I follow her in the unknown
Summer's rain and winter's snow
Couldn't change what I saw in her glow
Hurricanes and all time lows
Not enough for me to let her go

How can I sleep at night, knowing that I've lost?
How can I sleep at night, knowing that he's where I once was?
How can I sleep at night, knowing that I've lost?
How can I sleep at night, knowing that he's where I once was?

Fighting outside colored lines
Oh, I wish this was just black and white
I didn't hear the warning signs
So our harms made me come alive

So kick me down and beat me up
I made promises when things got rough
But I made the bleeding stop
And I brace myself before I drop
Before I drop