"Lost At Sea" lyrics

I'm fighting off the force that made this call
I kinda feel torn, is it the alcohol?
Every time I best thing I've done
I hit another wall
Oh baby I probably shouldn't know the truth
Once I fall from the cliff it's hard to start a new
It's closer to me than it is to my rear view
Damn I think I am scared, will I bounce back soon?

I know it
Takes time but I can't believe
I've been riding out the waves while I'm lost at the sea
Oh I hope
That it shows

Oh it
It turns out that I mistook when I was off my feet
Oh I hope
That it shows

I can't
Fight back with a bottle I'm
So full of shit when I just say I'm fine
I'm pissed off at my friends online
The bitter taste of a black sunshine

It's bout the balance how you pace it
But maxbe I should find a way to just embrace it
I really hate to see the colors slowly fading
I can foresse that there's a mess that it created

I know it
Takes time but I can't believe
I've been riding out the waves while I'm lost at sea
Oh I hope
That it shows

Oh it
It turns out that I can't retrieve
Any breath that I mistook when I was off my feet
Oh I hope
That it shows

I think I fell out
And lost my touch
It's way harder now
Is it enough?
I think I fell out
I think I fell out

I think I fell out
And lost my touch
It's way harder now
Is it enough?
I think I fell out
I think I fell out

I know it
Takes time but I can't believe
I've been riding out the waves while I'm lost at the sea
Oh I hope
That it shows

Oh it
It turns out that I can't retrieve
Any breath that I mistook when I was off my feet
Oh I hope
That it shows