"DROP THE ACT" lyrics

Drop the act
It's time to face the facts
The life that I've been living
Ain't the one I wish that I had
At the end of every day
I spend alone I'm feeling sad
If anybody asks
My response is ironclad

I say that I'm okay
I push people away
I guess it's second nature to me to pretend and to fake
As opposed of being straight up and saying I hate
All the choices that I made I just tell them I'm great
Disconnected
Absolutely hate being rejected
When I'm vulnerable I feel completely unprotected
A friend asked me the other day "do you need help?"
The only thing I could reply with is "go fuck yourself"
Because I don't want no pity
I'm just feeling shitty
There ain't nothing you can do
To help the dread I feel within me
I smoke a joint so I don't feel disjointed
The only point to life is being disappointed so

Drop the act
It's time stop the cap
The life that I been living
Ain't the one I wish that I had
At the end of every day
I spend alone I'm feeling sad
If anybody asks
My response is iron clad
I pick myself apart

Like every chance that I get
It's hard to trust yourself
Conditioned to second guess
Afraid to be alone
I tolerate disrespect
I ain't proud of it
I clearly got some things to address
Wreaking havoc, havoc
Nervous system wreaking havoc
Batshit, batshit
Going crazy going batshit
Take for granted those who treat me well
Then I give the world to those who give me hell
I guess I seek acceptance from some difficult folks
Rich in external validation, on the inside I'm broke
All the people pleasing that I've done is taking its toll
I'm running out of time before I take back control
I gotta

Drop the act
It's time to face the facts
The life that I been living
Ain't the one I wish that I had
At the end of every day
I spend alone I'm feeling sad
If anybody asks
My response is ironclad
Drop the act
It's time stop the cap
The life that I been living
Ain't the one I wish that I had
At the end of every day
I spend alone I'm feeling sad
If anybody asks
My response is iron clad