"pursuit of crappiness" lyrics

I'm in the pursuit of crapiness
They say life gets better, why I feel like this?
Seems like days go by and the time move quick
Yeah, it's crazy 'cause I used to be an optimist, yeah
I'm in the pursuit of crapiness
They say life gets better, why I feel like this?
Seems like days go by, time move quick
Yeah, it's crazy 'cause I used to be an optimist, yeah

Uh, like everywhere I go
I feel a sadness in my soul
I got pain deep down 'cause the world is cold
It turns out that my heart isn't made of gold, no
And on that topic
Ain't no road with yellow bricks
Only streets with gaping potholes
Out of rocks that I can kick
Not to mention it's a dead end
I can't go further than this
And if I chose to do so
I would be free-falling off a cliff, yeah
Every day, I'm on the verge of a breakdown
It's sad because I used to think the world was my playground
But damn, depression takes its toll
I've felt this way for years, it isn't just a blow
All the pain that I brush aside, I guess I'm
Barely tired of gettin' by
Will I be better before I die
Or will I pass away feelin' unsatisfied, yeah?

I'm in the pursuit of crapiness
They say life gets better, why I feel like this?
Seems like days go by and the time move quick
Yeah, it's crazy 'cause I used to be an optimist, yeah
I'm in the pursuit of crapiness
They say life gets better, why I feel like this?
Seems like days go by, time move quick
Yeah, it's crazy 'cause I used to be an optimist, yeah