"Killa" lyrics

Left me stranded and embarrassed
I watch you parachute before my very eyes, walked in on you fuckin' him
I could tell it wasn't the first time but at least it clarified
I don't have to wonder if we'll love again
You were my happy place
I was your placeholder
You were my .38
The way you stay loaded
Just in case I cannot take it here
Sorry I'm not famous, dear
Not like you, not like you
You well on your way

You turned me into a killa
My walls so high, I can't feel ya
My walls so high, I can't feel ya
You turned me into a killa
Now I'm a killa
You've made me a killa
Now I'm a killa
Oh, oh-h
Now I'm a killa
You've made me a killa
Now I'm a killa

Now my heart's on murder mode
What are second chances? I ain't never heard of those
Don't come around me like you knew me
'Cause the version that you know died four or five years ago
I am so cold, I'm so icy
Fuck my emotions, I'm not a Pisces
Since you left me, I've been stacking my options
Got so many options it looks like an IPL
Stay back, leave
Shut up with yo fake ass, please
Who that gettin' payback, sheesh
Hey now, hold up, wait that's me
Now you wanna cuff me like a criminal
End of the line's that way about twenty miles
You must not know 'cause it's been a while
I'm not a sweetheart, baby, I'm a killa now

You turned me into a killa
My walls so high, I can't feel ya
My walls so high, I can't feel ya
You turned me into a killa
Now I'm a killa
You've made me a killa
Now I'm a killa
Oh, oh-h
Now I'm a killa
You've made me a killa
Now I'm a killa

Now I'm a killa
You've made me a killa
Now I'm a killa
Oh, oh-h
Now I'm a killa
You've made me a killa
Now I'm a killa