"Old Man Down" lyrics

What do I do here? It's hard to be clear
The way I feel alive and all alone
Last man standin' in a line I had a hand in
There's no one left behind me, on my own
It ain't so hard to face by myself, it's not a place
More a feelin' and a lonesome little sound
The heavy part is foldin' in the ground, it holds the cold in
Help me lay this old man down

I was pushin', he was haulin': my whole life we were callin'
Back and forth, just keep it movin' steady and slow
His end is lyin' slack, my end is still on track
But it don't seem like there's any place to go
And my balance isn't right, I need to hold on tight
Till I see how the world is spinnin' round
The centre now is me, but that's difficult to see
Till I see how to lay the old man down

It's not simple thing, it's a burden that I cling to
It's light, but it's way too heavy now
I'll put it down soon when I figure out the tune
It's not like there's someone to show me how
One step left, one step right
A little dance to bring my heart around
To feel a little steady, to think I'm mostly ready
To finally lay the old man down