"Angels Crying In My Bed" lyrics

Is it really sweet to be this lost?
Is it really worth it?
Is it really good to feel that sad?
Will I ever outcome it?
I saw you in my dream, it wasn't so bad
But then we didn't kiss
Is it really love or is it blood
Dripping off my wrists?

Oh ah
As I fall
Oh ah
I can hear the sweet sound of angels crying in my bed
Angels crying in my bed

I want golden feathers
If they spring from my back
Oh, Lord, I want them golden

Oh ah
As I fall
Oh ah
I can hear the sweet sound of angels crying in my bed
Angels crying in my bed
Of angels crying in my bed
Angels crying

And maybe we will almost fall in love
I will look into his eyes
And he into mine
My one single eye
The unfortunate other blinded by a punishing slap
And we will agree
That love can be blind
And he
Healthy boy
Well fed
White with his rosy cheeks
Will wonder about me
Pity my bony body
Those thin ribs
And worry
And feel my twisted ears
And the scars on my hands
Reminders of the flirtation
Of my skin
And the cruel volcano
And perhaps lift my skirt
Before he learns the greater horrors
I owe him the truth of me
So I will say to him
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I went to school
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