"HARD TO LOVE" lyrics
Maybe I'm, maybe I'm, maybe I'm hard to love
Maybe I, maybe I, maybe I want too much
Maybe I'm, maybe I'm, maybe I'm hard to love
Maybe I, maybe I, maybe I want too much
Maybe i
Back in 1993, a boy came to this earth
Innocent being made his way into this world
Believed in what he heard
It took a long time for him to see that it's cursed
And once he did, it's like the blindfold was off
Crisis, distraught, he was drowning in thoughts
In thoughts
Lost his voice
Learned that growing up sucks
Too much noise in the world. Shut the fuck up
Fuck up
In the past then, maybe, I was different
When you're in the trash, then it's hard to see you're gifted
I remember back, when nobody's ever visit
Now, that I got cash, everybody wanna miss me
Maybe I'm too hard to love
Maybe I'm, maybe I'm hard to love
Maybe I just want too much
Maybe I, maybe I want too much
Maybe I'm too hard to love
Maybe I'm, maybe I'm hard to love
Maybe I just want too much
Maybe I, maybe I want too much
Maybe i
I might be lost and that's what's wrong with me
I might be lost and that's what's wrong with me
Fast forward to 2008
Parents split up. No more smile on his face
Great
Tell me why the fuck is dad away again?
Had to get up
There's no food upon the plate again
But guess: as long as mom got cigarettes, it's fine
Thinking and figured: it get better with the time
Shit. It just triggered a different trigger by design
Didn't get the picture until years down the line
Trauma responses to the letter
Man, a foster home could've fostered him better
Met a girl, fell in love
Love birds in the cold
And it worked for a while
And it kept him out of his home
But reminded of the pain
When he entered the door
Same as before. Felt ashamed
Felt enraged. He was poor
This is not poor me. It's just a fucking shame
It's the same story written on a different page
In the past then, maybe, I was different
When you're in the trash, then it's hard to see you're gifted
I remember back, when nobody's ever visit
Now, that I got cash, everybody wanna miss me
Maybe I'm too hard to love
Maybe I'm, maybe I'm hard to love
Maybe I just want too much
Maybe I, maybe I want too much
Maybe I'm too hard to love
Maybe I'm, maybe I'm hard to love
Maybe I just want too much
Maybe I, maybe I want too much
Maybe i
Maybe I, maybe I, maybe I want too much
Maybe I'm, maybe I'm, maybe I'm hard to love
Maybe I, maybe I, maybe I want too much
Maybe i
Back in 1993, a boy came to this earth
Innocent being made his way into this world
Believed in what he heard
It took a long time for him to see that it's cursed
And once he did, it's like the blindfold was off
Crisis, distraught, he was drowning in thoughts
In thoughts
Lost his voice
Learned that growing up sucks
Too much noise in the world. Shut the fuck up
Fuck up
In the past then, maybe, I was different
When you're in the trash, then it's hard to see you're gifted
I remember back, when nobody's ever visit
Now, that I got cash, everybody wanna miss me
Maybe I'm too hard to love
Maybe I'm, maybe I'm hard to love
Maybe I just want too much
Maybe I, maybe I want too much
Maybe I'm too hard to love
Maybe I'm, maybe I'm hard to love
Maybe I just want too much
Maybe I, maybe I want too much
Maybe i
I might be lost and that's what's wrong with me
I might be lost and that's what's wrong with me
Fast forward to 2008
Parents split up. No more smile on his face
Great
Tell me why the fuck is dad away again?
Had to get up
There's no food upon the plate again
But guess: as long as mom got cigarettes, it's fine
Thinking and figured: it get better with the time
Shit. It just triggered a different trigger by design
Didn't get the picture until years down the line
Trauma responses to the letter
Man, a foster home could've fostered him better
Met a girl, fell in love
Love birds in the cold
And it worked for a while
And it kept him out of his home
But reminded of the pain
When he entered the door
Same as before. Felt ashamed
Felt enraged. He was poor
This is not poor me. It's just a fucking shame
It's the same story written on a different page
In the past then, maybe, I was different
When you're in the trash, then it's hard to see you're gifted
I remember back, when nobody's ever visit
Now, that I got cash, everybody wanna miss me
Maybe I'm too hard to love
Maybe I'm, maybe I'm hard to love
Maybe I just want too much
Maybe I, maybe I want too much
Maybe I'm too hard to love
Maybe I'm, maybe I'm hard to love
Maybe I just want too much
Maybe I, maybe I want too much
Maybe i
