"Life Support" lyrics

I don't look both ways when I'm walking through traffic
Got a death wish, but she's a little bit passive
Never ask for help, shutting down's so attractive
I'm a little messed up (I'm a little messed up)
Had to sell my hope, it was getting expensive
Out of trust, so broke, optimism's deceptive
And I can't get hurt if I stay disconnected
I'm a little messed up

I'm a lost cause
Leave me down on the floor
I'm a problem people wanna ignore
Tried healing but I always get bored
No, I'm not really living
I'm on life support
Feeling more numb than ever before
I'm so checked out, don't care anymore
Now I daydream about cutting the cord
No, I'm not really living
I'm on life support

I'm in love with ways that I shouldn't be coping
Mention suicide without any emotion
And the funny part is you think that I'm joking
I'm a little messed up
It ain't for sympathy, it ain't a cry for help
I've just forgotten how to give a damn about myself
Ain't an attention thing, just poisoning the well
(I've just forgotten how to give a damn about myself)

I'm a lost cause
Leave me down on the floor
I'm a problem people wanna ignore
Tried healing but I always get bored
No, I'm not really living
I'm on life support
Feeling more numb than ever before
I'm so checked out, don't care anymore
Now I daydream about cutting the cord
No, I'm not really living
I'm on life support

Oh no, no
I'm just a dumb dark joke that's dying way too slow
Oh no, no
I'm just a dumb dark joke that's dying way too slow, oh

I'm a lost cause
Leave me down on the floor
I'm a problem people wanna ignore
Tried healing but I always get bored
No, I'm not really living
I'm on life support
Feeling more numb than ever before
I'm so checked out, don't care anymore
Now I daydream about cutting the cord
No, I'm not really living
I'm on life support

Hahaha, I'm just a dumb dark joke that's dying way too slow
No one hates me, more than me
Hahaha, I'm just a dumb dark joke that's dying way too slow
Hahaha, I'm just a dumb dark joke that's dying way too slow
Hahaha, I'm just a dumb dark joke that's dying way too slow
Hahaha...