"jaemie (demo)" lyrics

Thank you to Jaemie
For leaving your door open
Letting me sleep on your sofa
When I had no one

You never asked me to explain myself
You just knew I was in hell and you helped
You just knew I was in hell and you helped
You just knew I was in hell and you helped

Fifteen going on forty
Outsider seemed like the only one who felt this life was nothing like California dreaming

Too young to swallow the heartache
Too numb to notice my pain, but somehow I still felt the shame

And I, could have cried
But instead I learned to lie
And I, could have died
Even tried a couple times

So thank you to Jaemie
For leaving your door open
Letting me sleep on your sofa
When I had no one

You never asked me to explain myself
You just knew I was in hell and you helped
You just knew I was in hell and you helped
You just knew I was in hell and you helped

I've, I've never been someone
Who knew how to cry for help
I'd just sit in silence and learn how to hate myself
I'm, I'm always sneaking in the back door when the party's over
The only place that I felt safe was lying on that sofa
I never had somewhere to call my own that felt like home
I, I

So thank you to Jaemie
For leaving your door open
Letting me sleep on your sofa
When I had no one

You never asked me to explain myself
You just knew I was in hell and you helped
You just knew I was in hell and you helped
You just knew I was in hell and you
Helped