"Waiting For God In The Garden" lyrics

I've been waiting for days, waiting for light in the darkness
But it never found me (Me, me)
I've been waiting for hours, waiting for God in the garden
But it never found me, and I'm still waiting

'Cause I gave you love
That I should have kept for me, me

Flowers can't bloom without water
I won't get much farther
If I don't give my all to me
(If I don't, if I don't, if I don't)
Oh, I've been filling up my hands with
Other people's damage
Now I'm washing myself clean
Gotta give my all to me

I've been digging my grave, looking for faith in the soil
Memories surround me (Me, me)
I've been drowning them out, waiting for peace in the silence
But it never found me, and I'm done waiting

Oh, 'cause I gave you love (I gave you)
That I should have (That I should've)
Kept for me (Kept for me)
Me (Kept for me)

Flowers can't bloom without water
I won't get much farther
If I don't give my all to me
(If I don't, if I don't, if I don't)
Oh, I've been filling up my hands with
Other people's damage
Now I'm washing myself clean
Gotta give my all to me
Gotta give my all to me, hm-mm