"Circus" lyrics

"Circus"

I had to stop feelin' everything
Now everything feels different (feels different)
They probably say I never listen (never listen)
Hell, I don't know, I never listen (never listen)
I used to carry baggage like a bellhop
Now I don't engage, I must be shellshocked
I buried the part of me that hesitates
And never visit the grave

I had to bury a couple clowns
Just to rise in the circus (I pray to God)
But the rain keeps comin' down
So they rise to the surface (I pray to God)
I been walkin' the tightrope but I can't juggle
I can't wash blood from my hands off in this rain puddle
Ladies and gentlemen and kids of all ages
The lions are sleepin', it's me in the cage

I started cuttin' ties and then the cufflinks
And all the links that led me into cuffs
And all the drinks that got me into stuff
You probably think I probably think too much
I never think about it much
Oh hurry, hurry, step right up
Get your tickets, don't be shy
One night only for your soul
Watch a man lose all control
Hurry, hurry, gather 'round
Watch him jump and watch him drown (Ayy)

I had to bury a couple clowns
Just to rise in the circus (I pray to God)
But the rain keeps comin' down
So they rise to the surface (I pray to God)
I been walkin' the tightrope but I can't juggle
I can't wash blood from my hands off in this rain puddle
Ladies and gentlemen and kids of all ages
The lions are sleepin', it's me in the cage, yeah

I bet you had a way with words
'Til I walked away
From all the bullshit that I've heard
I don't care what you say, I learned a lesson
You study my moves and I wear the red nose
And you sit in the booth and I take the spotlight
And you take the shade and I run the show
And you watch the parade

I had to bury a couple clowns
Just to rise in the circus (I pray to God)
But the rain keeps comin' down
So they rise to the surface (I pray to God)
I been walkin' the tightrope but I can't juggle
I can't wash blood from my hands off in this rain puddle
Ladies and gentlemen and kids of all ages
The lions are sleepin', it's me in the cage


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