"I WISH I COULD HATE YOU FOR BREAKING ME AND CALLING IT LOVE" lyrics

Holding my breath
Playing pretend
Acting like you'll never hurt me again
Why does your love
Come with a punch
That I'll keep taking again and again
How many times will you apologize
And say that you're ready to change

I wish I could hate you for breaking me calling it love
I made you stay when you wanted to run
Tell you I can't love the same
Cause you threw me away
Why couldn't I be enough?

And sometimes I felt being
Somebody else
Cause you never cared even till the end
If only you'd be
Just dead to me
But you keep on fucking me up in the head

I wish I could hate you for breaking me calling it love
I made you stay when you wanted to run
Tell you I can't love the same
Cause you threw me away
Why couldn't I be enough?

I don't know love
From what you've done

I wish I could hate you for breaking me calling it love
I made you stay when you wanted to run
Tell you I can't love the same
Cause you threw me away
Why couldn't I be enough?