"Home Videos" lyrics

You never listened to my playlist did you?
I sent a couple weeks ago (goodbye)
My blank wrists can't tell time, I still waitlist
Maybe I'm a fool, or maybe I'm doomed

All I know is that it's you I'm waiting for
See your eyes when I close mine
Think about you all the time
And all I know is when you're close I start to choke
But down low you don't love me, it's fine

I'm lying through my teeth
That you would ever be down with me
Ain't supposed to feel like a ghost
But when you're here that's how it seems
Get emotional when I talk
I did my best to show my heart
And I know that you wouldn't love me
But I told you that you were lovely

Take me high
Don't let my mind
Wander all night (yeah, yeah, yeah, yeah)
Can I go back in to see you
Give you all my love so you feel it
This is how I show what you are to me, yeah
But I know you won't ever see it

All I know is that it's you I'm waiting for
See your eyes when I close mine
Think about you all the time
And all I know is when you're close I start to choke
But down low you don't love me, it's fine

All I know is that it's you I'm waiting for
See your eyes when I close mine
Think about you all the time
And all I know is when you're close I start to choke
But down low you don't love me, it's fine

I start to choke when I'm with u
I always feel like I miss you
Never felt this without you
But It's like
Will you love me like I do?
Really feels like there's something
And I know it's like, all of these feelings are wasted yeah yeah