"the garden" lyrics

Haunted by the things I loved
Burning up inside my lungs
Hard enough before you're gone
Ooh

The lyrics to your favorite song
Photos still behind my phone
They never seem to stay there long

I tried a thousand ways
It's only getting harder
Remembering your face
Without the pain of your departure
I miss the things you did
When no one else was watching
It's hell without you here
An empty chair in my apartment

Cause you're not there
You're not there
And it's not fair

Didn't wanna let you down
I couldn't find a way around it
Losing you before I found it
Mmm

You were there to pull me out
And tell me when to shut my mouth
Keep everything from spilling out

I could try another way
But I'm running out of options
And hide away the pain
But I've been shit in that department
I miss the things you did
When no one else was watching
It's hell without you here
An empty chair in my apartment

Cause you're not there
You're not there
And it's not fair