"Torn" lyrics

I've been so torn
'Bout everything for so long
My everything, what have I done?
Why can't I think? Did I do wrong?
Did I do something?

Why do these thoughts at night keep washing in?
Why can't I see your eyes open for me?
Why don't I know what I should do?
What is the truth?

I've been so

When I go to sleep, will you stay with me?
Will you stay and weep, or keep me in the deep?
I keep my words inside, write to ease the mind
Leave the thoughts behind, but I don't know what you hide
Recall when you raced me to the car so high
Now you chase me in the dark, and there's no sight
Why can't somebody try to guide me through the spotlight?
So I leave it all, leave it all behind me

I've been so torn
'Bout everything for so long
My everything, what have I done?
Why can't I think? Did I do wrong?
Did I do something? Open for me
Why don't I know what I should do?
What is the truth?

I've been so torn
Torn

I could be so good
Can you feel too good?
All I do is pursue
All I need is subdue
Subdue