"Nevermore" lyrics

Breaking news I'm back
From the other side
Fucking black and white
Just couldn't see the light

I was missing myself
Refusing every hand
Trying to vaguely help
Me to stay the same

Now when people die
I'm like "never mind"

When someone I love is gone
I just run and dive into the ocean
Feel the waves breaking on my back
And the world is stopping for a second
And it wipes the sadness off my mind

But still I don't know why
I just don't know
I don't know why
There's tears I still can't cry

Tears I still can't cry

Maybe I've seen too much
And it's been hard to watch
I still can't stand a church
On this I'll never change

And when I see the shore
I'm like "never more"

I don't care after all
I just run and dive into the ocean
Feel the waves breaking on my back
And the world is stopping for a second
And it wipes the sadness off my mind

But still I don't know why
I just don't know
I don't know why
There's tears I still can't cry
Tears I still can't cry
There's tears I still can't cry