"geeked asf at 2am (freestyle)" lyrics

I lost my mind a long time ago
Swerving in a Caddy, couple addies on the flo
Just let me roll my weed and close my eyes and die real slow
Bitch, you must be dumb
I cannot be saved, I've seen some shit when I was young
I'm paranoid, I'm peeking through the blinds while I hold my gun
Ask the fam how they did me, me and mama, we was shunned

But now I got it on my own, and they all ask for handouts
But I told them leave me 'lone
Since I was four, I've had no one
But now they acting like we're close
I couldn't give a fuck about 'em, though
Give a fuck about a ho
Since I was fifteen, every day I'm high off dope
I get a pack then flip the pack and split the profits with the bros

Let's talk about the shit I've seen
Narcan hit a junkie nose and I'm only sixteen
It put the image in my head every time I try to sleep
Can't wait till I'm overseas
I'm geeking, tweaking off the shit, I'm smoking German weed
All my idols, they are dead, so I'ma leave a legacy
So I'ma go leave a legacy

I lost my mind a long time ago
Swerving in a Caddy, couple addies on the flo
Just let me roll my weed and close my eyes and die real slow
Bitch, you must be dumb
I cannot be saved, I've seen some shit when I was young
I'm paranoid, I'm peeking through the blinds while I hold my gun
Ask the fam how they did me, me and mama, we was shunned