"the narrow door" lyrics

I'm going insane (You did good, $lick)
Woah (It's a smash)
Woah (Sorry, lonely boy)
Yeah (Turn me up)

Heart half-mangled, wounds spell "betrayal" (I'm going insane)
Tryna keep it straight, while they find an angle
Friends turn to strangers, family turn to angels (Turn to angels)
Sunday family dinner at an empty table (I'm going insane)

Yeah, yeah, must be something in the air, this ain't feelin' right (This ain't feelin' right)
Yeah, yeah, dream of what used to be, sometimes the future way too bright (Let's go, I'm going insane)
Who are all these people dressing up to see you?
I see why you get high, so they never reach you
If mama said, "Don't talk to strangers," then who do I speak to? (Then who?)
Count full like three-two (Let's go)
God-size hole, I'm see through (Turn me up)

Yeah, I'm bumpin' Black Sabbath
Script said one, but you know me, I pop me two tablets
Only thing that stay the same through the change is bad habits
Stay full of them pills and full of that guilt, you know I'm too Catholic
Yeah, yeah (Woah, woah)

Losing control, fear of the unknown, I'm strugglin' hard to cope (Woah)
Been tryna hold on, but I'm losin' my grip on the rope (Hold on)
I lost all hope when I heard they rather me on the dope (Like what)
This shit beyond the scope
Woah, woah (Yeah, I'm going insane)

And I was always told be careful what you wish (Careful what you wish)
One day the change gon' come until you don't exist (Until you don't exist
(I'm going insane)
They say it's one foot in front the other, but what if I'm high?
(Let's go)
Grandparents forgettin' who I am, I gotta lose them twice
All this fighting for what? (For what?)
Fuck it, I'm wrong, you right
(Yeah, yeah)
Wasted half my life
Now, I'm up counting my nights

Woah, woah, life is changing and moving on
Who are these strangers and where's my home?
(I'm going insane)
Woah, woah
Yeah (Turn me up)

Heart half-mangled, wounds spell "betrayal" (I'm going insane)
Tryna keep it straight, while they find an angle
Friends turn to strangers, family turn to angels (Turn to angels)
Sunday family dinner at an empty table
(I'm going insane)

Yeah, yeah, must be something in the air, this ain't feelin' right (This ain't feelin' right)
Yeah, yeah, dream of what used to be, sometimes the future way too bright
(Let's go, I'm going insane)
Who are all these people dressing up to see you?
I see why you get high, so they never reach you
If mama said, "Don't talk to strangers," then who do I speak to? (Then who?)
Count full like three-two (Let's go)
God-size hole, I'm see through