"Begin Again" lyrics

How must I begin?
How must I begin again, begin again?
How must I end?
What if I could transcend?
If I am not my thoughts
As I arise, am I new again?

When I leave home
And I decompose
Don't melt away these bones
So when I die with no soul
And I just regrow
Let the soil soak up my bones

Let the earth flow through me for a minute
And let the light glow through me just for a second, yeah
I want to feel useless, oh, just for a minute
I want to be faceless, oh, for more than a second

When I leave home
And I decompose
Don't melt away these bones
So when I die with no soul
And I just regrow
Let the soil soak up my bones

Put me down into the ground
And bury me without a sound
I don't want my energy to become the heat
I want to breathe differently
So just let my energy soak into the trees
Into the leaves
And let the plants grow through me and complete me
I'll intertwine with the leaves
So turn me to green
'Cause now I stand on new feet
With new energy I'm complete

When I leave home
(I know I've stayed within the shadows)
And I decompose
Don't melt away these bones
(But I, the self, became the wind)
So when I die with no soul
(I watched the way the light glows)
And I just regrow
Let the soil soak up my bones
(I, the self, became the everything)