"Activate" lyrics

I'm stuck inside a place, a world I can't tell the night out from the day
It's like a purgatory, a paradise, so paradoxically
I have no name, but I'm a figment of my own imagination
Yesterday, I

I bet my soul, the dealer counted up the cards to 21
I took my winnings, paid the ferryman to take me just for fun
He told me, "you should take your chances, and you might just find the meaning
Underneath it all"

Won't you catch me when I fall?

I found myself within a game that only fools would want to play
It's like a purgatory, a paradise, so paradoxically

I have no name
But I'm a dreamer with a mind of jubilation
Excavate my

My deeper soul contains a mirror framed with my reality
It's a reflection of a being, and I'm seeing clearly
My eyes are open, and my mind is calculating the equation

Destination...

Won't you catch me when I fall?