"I Smoke (Original Worktape)" lyrics

I smoke
But I never get so high I let go
So I take another shot of Patrón
Thinking maybe this'll do, but it don't, no

Searching
I'm drunk like I've been sipping with purpose
But trying to move on isn't working out
I'm hurting now
Tried everything, still don't know how

I been losing sleep, getting faded
Getting over you is killing me, baby

Yeah, I smoke (Smoke)
But I never get so high I let go
So I try another shot of Patrón
Thinking maybe this'll do, but it don't, no, no
So I go (Go)
'Til I'm fucked and I should call it a night
'Til my body feel like it's gonna die (Die)
I'm thinking living without you in my life
Feels more like suicide

(I'm drunk like I've been)

Since you been gone, it's bad
Should probably go to rehab
But sober me would still say, "Have a drink, you ain't gotta be sad"
That's why I'm at where I'm at (Searching)
With an empty glass
And a blue pill so my dick don't feel like my head do when I rip this back
These days, I don't chase my liquor, baby
Most days, that liquor chase me (Searching)
I admit that figures, baby
I'm lit, half-cocked, I'm triggered lately
Talk to me wrong and a right hook come
Criss-cross, I'm a monk with a goddamn pump
Tell you talk to the hand, but my hand too drunk
Baby, you got me all fucked up

I've been trying my best to forget you
But all these drugs are doing is tying me a noose

Yeah, I smoke
But I never get so high I let go (Let go)
So I try another shot of Patrón
Thinking maybe this'll do, but it don't, no, no
So I go (Go)
'Til I'm fucked and I should call it a night
'Til my body feel like it's gonna die (Die)
I'm thinking living without you in my life
Feels more like suicide (More like suicide)
Yeah, I smoke
But I never get so high I let go (Yeah)
So I try another shot of Patrón
Thinking maybe this'll do, but it don't, no, no (Yeah)
So I go (Go)
'Til I'm fucked and I should call it a night (Night)
'Til my body feel like it's gonna die (Die)
I'm thinking living without you in my life
Feels more like suicide