"all over the place" lyrics

I used to hate when you would smoke out my window
But now I leave it open for you
I hope you call me even though I won't answer
So I know you still think of me too

I guess it weren't forever 'cause we left together
But you would rather cry on your own
Some days I feel better but that makes me scared
'Cause that would mean that you're really gone

We used to leave the party early 'cause there's always a sign
I'd rather lay in bed with you than be hungover again
Wish we could have it how we had it before everything changed
'Cause baby nowadays I'm waking up all over the place

Now I'm drinking every night because I can't be alone
And I've been leaving every party with someone I don't know
And now she's playing with my head but I don't feel it the same
'Cause baby nowadays I'm waking up all over the place

I throw away things that remind me of you
But now my house is empty as fuck
I try my best but if I'm telling the truth
No, nothing's hard as giving you up, no

I knew it weren't forever when we left together
But you would go and cry on your own
Some days I feel better but that makes me scared
'Cause that would mean that you're really gone

We used to leave the party early 'cause there's always a sign
I'd rather lay in bed with you than be hungover again
Wish we could have it how we had it before everything changed
'Cause baby nowadays I'm waking up all over the place

Now I'm drinking every night because I can't be alone
And I've been leaving every party with someone I don't know
And now she's playing with my head but I don't feel it the same
'Cause baby nowadays I'm waking up all over the place

I'm wasted, falling away
There ain't no saving, raising the pain, the pain

So I'll drink again tonight because my heart is at stake
No, I don't wanna be somebody with nobody to blame
And then tomorrow I'll regret the things that I did today
'Cause baby nowadays I'm waking up all over the place