"Feel Alive" lyrics

If I could just rewind the steps I've made, would the story end the same?
I was so afraid of showing what I'm made of
Did it make you feel alive every time you took a line?
Did it make you feel alive every time you took a line?
You crossed the line
Did it make you feel alive when you crossed the line and ended your own life
You crossed the line
Did it make you feel alive?
I think its time to put on my disguise.I hope no one notices my saucer eyes
There's nothing I'd rather keep than the drugs that make me sleep
But after mother and father passed, I can't find a high that will last
From hero to heroine, the choices you have made, a sad serenade
What about your daughters?
From wife to widow, a family dishonored
There's poison in your veins
You gave us all away
As I look to the sky, this is a final good-bye
This is my final good-bye