"I Will Become" lyrics

This is the end of the road.
The sins I carried have left me cold.
The world has left me completely alone,
So I've built this house on stone.

I have everything. I contain every earthly release,
Yet why can't my soul find an ounce of peace?
It was all never enough, never enough to make me whole.
Free my soul. Free my soul. Make me whole.

I was a broken man with a bottle in hand.
Four years later, you don't even walk or stand.
Who is this man? Dependent on pills and cheap thrills.
Who is this man, who is this man I have become?

Every time I take advantage of your everlasting grace,
I stumble again. I spit in your face.

Most of the time,
I long for comfort in my own mind.
Most of the time,
I tend to regret the things I hide inside.

Take me.
Change me.
I will become a man of God.
I will become a man of God.

This is how I was meant to live.
I'll give You everything left to give.
This is all I have left to give,
So I'll give You everything God.

(I am nothing at all)
You gave me purpose and now with Your spirit I will stand.
And now I know and now I know.
Before You, I was nothing but a broken man.
And now I know, now I know.
Through all the love that cast me aside,
You were always with me. You were always standing by my side.

Lord, awake my soul.
Jesus, awake my soul.
I will become whole.