"dive in" lyrics

I don't wanna wake up
Yeah

I don't wanna wake up, I don't wanna sleep
I don't want fake love, but it wants me
Walk around the lake, love, water's not clean
Thinking I should dive in, but it's too deep

Somebody won racks up in a blink-182
Hoes and they want me
Buy you a drink with Souvlaki
When the sun hits and my soul's burning

I don't really think you'll ever understand
I'ma never settle down, I'll pretend
Trash piles up in my hands
Thrash back to the life I am

I don't wanna wake up, I don't wanna sleep
I don't want fake love, but it wants me
Walk around the lake, love, water's not clean
Thinking I should dive in, but it's too deep

I forget my name and my memories
To forget those things you said to me
I forget whoever I used to be
To forget whoever was using me
Don't let nobody get close to me
Got spikes in my spine controlling me
And the needle inside my mannequin
Stop me from becoming that man again

I don't wanna wake up, I don't wanna sleep
I don't want fake love, but it wants me
Walk around the lake, love, water's not clean
Thinking I should dive in, but it's too deep

I don't really think you'll ever understand
Killed before so why shouldn't I kill again?
Chains keep stuck in my plans
Slash back pain, blood in my hands

A little too much
Feel a little too much, yuh
I feel a little too much, yuh
Feel a little too much, yuh yuh