"I Wanna Die" lyrics

Got flown out to L.A. by a man in the game
Said I'd be a fucking legend, have 'em screaming my name
Promised me everything like the money and fame
Now my ass back at home, man, and nothing has changed
Everyday full of pain and they feel the same
Used to be sunshine, now I'm stuck in the rain
Used to see big growth, now I'm stuck in my lane
But I ain't ever giving up, fuck out my way
Everybody treats me like a pain in the ass
Judge me right now for the shit in the past
When I say I wanna die just know it ain't cap
Put chrome to my dome, wanna feel the blast

I wanna die, I wanna die, I wanna die, I wanna die
Yeah, I wanna die, I wanna die
Yeah I wanna die, I wanna die, I wanna die

It's not a joke, everybody hate me, but I hate myself the most
Yeah, I'm always angry keep emotions on me close
Yeah, I'm never happy when I smile and say hello
Tell me that you love me, come and call me on my phone
You don't ask if I'm okay, but say that you're my bro
Now you hear me talk about it, maybe let me know
But I don't have no real friends, so I know that you won't

Put the bars on my tongue now I'm drinking
How could you know what I'm thinking
Hope you'll be gone for the weekend
Belt 'round my neck, I'm not breathing

I wanna die, I wanna die, I wanna die, I wanna die
Yeah I wanna die
Yeah I wanna die
I wanna die, I wanna die, I wanna die, I wanna die
Yeah, I wanna die, I wanna die
Yeah, I wanna die, I wanna die, yeah

You don't got that money or the hoe-o
I been hidin' money like I don't-don't
Show me how I'ma top it like my go-go
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