"Crowded Room" lyrics

Say that you notice
'Cause I really hope I come in to focus
Guess I'm dreaming, yeah, I'm just hopeless
I always go with my gut, that always worked out
Say that you'll lean in
'Cause I'd rather be the person you needed
See, I've forgotten what it's like, this feeling
To go with my gut, go with my gut, that always worked out
And my friends say "Try"
"You're ok, it's just time"
But my parents they rared us with a certain self-assurance, that I've been missing for a good while

And only now
Our biggest show of the year
I swear to God, the only thing I think is, are you even here?

So what the hell
Think you saw me too
Gotta keep my cool
But what the actual hell
I really should be leaving but I'd rather be here screaming in this crowded room, looking
Over at you

If I'm just confirmation
That's ok with me, I think I can take it
As long as I get to sit and face you
Your beauty's insane, you drive me insane
And my brother, he smiled at my sister's advice
They said "Danny it's a good sign"
And my bandmates are married, I think they've worried about me now, enough for a lifetime

But if we both got something holding us here
Well, maybe not
But maybe we could talk before you disappear

So what the hell
Think you saw me too
Gotta keep my cool
But what the actual hell
I really should be leaving but I'd rather be speaking to you
And take a breath
Think you caught me too
I'm just not that smooth
Take another deep breath
I really should be leaving but I'd rather be here screaming in this crowded room, looking
Over at you
This crowded room looking at you

So what the hell?
Just give yourself a minute or two
Cause dreaming 'bout somebody is a real breakthrough
What the hell?
Yeah, I'd rather be here looking at you
But what the actual hell?
In this crowded room looking, over at you
This crowded room looking at you