"How Could I Not Believe" lyrics

I've been a doubter
I've been a saint
Let my heart grow tough as leather
So I don't have to feel the pain

I suffered the silence
Whenever I prayed
And I wondered if He's even there some days
'Til He shows up in these ordinary ways

A lazy morning lying next to you
The sound of the rain on a farmhouse roof
The second verse of a song that cuts you deep
The kind of laugh that makes you cry
A kiss so good don't wanna say "Good night"
The stars up there in the sky reminding me
How could I not believe?

I thought I'd find it
Inside of a church
But I swear I hear "I love you"
In the singing of the birds
I wrestled with questions
Down on my knees
But every answer I could want
Is staring right back at me

A lazy morning lying next to you
The sound of the rain on a farmhouse roof
The second verse of a song that cuts you deep
The kind of laugh that makes you cry
A kiss so good don't wanna say "Good night"
The stars up there in the sky reminding me
How could I not believe?

How could I not believe?

Ain't on the horizon
It ain't in the past
'Cause everything I need
Is what I already have

A lazy morning lying next to you
The sound of the rain on a farmhouse roof
The second verse of a song that cuts you deep
The kind of laugh that makes you cry
A kiss so good don't wanna say "Good night"
The stars up there in the sky reminding me
How could I not believe?

How could I not believe?