"Reprise" lyrics

I can't remember when
This suffering began again
I'm a road without an end
A liar that can't pretend
I stopped searching for the words
Now they're trapped inside my head
Feels like a friend is dead
And I'm staring at blood-stained hands again

I'm not giving up on you
Cause that's something you'd never do

And I wanna feel your hands in mine one more time
We'll be fine someday
Tell me why it's so hard to set things right
You're all I need and I couldn't see that
But I swear I'm getting better

I know you're wearing thin
And there's nothing that can fix it all
Before the sun has set
But I'll do my fuckin' best
My demons wanna breathe and they're dying to be fed
But I'll starve this life I've led
And learn to feel the good again

I'm not giving up on you
Cause that's something you'd never do

And I wanna feel your hands in mine one more time
We'll be fine someday
Tell me why it's so hard to set things right
You're all I need and I couldn't see that
But I swear I'm getting better

As I watched you wither away I never shared in the life you lead
My mistakes became my friends, and for a time I thought you'd leave
You watched me waste my days doing anything I could to numb the pain
But you couldn't stay and watch our love decay

Let me find what I've lost
Repay what I've cost you
Can you live with what I've done?
Will I ever be the one
When there's a hole in your chest?
A poor attempt at my best
And I'm only getting worse
While you're harboring the hurt I've caused

So don't give up on me