"setting myself on fire" lyrics

I built a palace
Deep in the pasture
I'll pray to a sheepgod
Then forgive myself after
Everything's leveled
My friends will all hang from the trees just like apples
It's so much calmer now than it ever was
It's so much calmer now

So give me a reason
I'm begging for something
Searching for meaning but you come up with nothing
Is everything broken or is it just you
The lamb in the churches, they will burn in the pews
When everything's silent
When everything's done
They'll drink from the fountain
It's so much cleaner now than it ever was
It's so much cleaner now