"shaun" lyrics

It's dangerous
It's dangerous
All those emotions all those feelings
Y'know real shit, doesn't feel nice
That shit hits me bro
I don't know
I can talk about like suicide and stuff all day but
My problem is when I think that there's a nine milli in the closet
And I, I wanna do it
I just wanna just pop one, quick
Y'know like
Bro the only thing holding me back now is
'Cause I'm living in my cousin's house and
The nine milli is his y'know so it's wrong
I can't do that to him
But y'know honestly recently like I just
I wanna buy my own gun real quick and just pop a bullet
I'm already ambivalent bro
I'm over this shit bro I'm
I want to check out
I don't know man I have not been feeling great
Everything ain't been right